I've went back to school I have a lot of friends I'm going to therapy bc when you passed I started to become quiet as your death anniversary is coming up I wanted to come on here and tell you how much I really love you I've had so much happened to me from the time you passed away and I wanted to let you know how things are going I've forgave mom and I've been trying to get good grades I'm super good at math just like you probably know that I dated this guy named dean he cheated on me but I only cried over him one day I still struggle with telling people how I feel here are some good things tho I've got my grade up in history to a c it was an e at first I know you wanted me to be enrolled into your tribe but I ended up getting enrolled into moms I miss you like crazy there is not one day that I don't go without thinking about you I still remember what you look like but I forgot what you sound like I miss hearing your voice i can finally talk to people I quiet smoking weed I got my wisdom teeth removed and it was the most painful thing ever I'm getting my id Friday mom was with me when I got them out and she's gonna be there when I get my id I wrote a letter for you on your death anniversary Ik you'll love it. Are you able to see sister and them are you having fun is it like everyone is making it out to be? Is everything better?

The first memory of my dad is me playing in the back yard and getting into a box an him pretending he didn't know where I was and then me jumping out and scaring him that's the first memory I have of him then all my memories of him went away for awhile when I started leaving with Lena had fun times and bad time and then she called me into the room and handed me her phone and she said who's that it took me a minute to realize who it was and I screamed daddy and I got happy and she told me to talk to him so I talked to him for a good hour and a half and then he told me he was gonna pick me up to go to the fair and he ended up picking me up I had so much fun then I had to go home and I got home and cried bc I didn't want him to go